Learn to suck

I remember that I used to prefer playing than learning when I was young. Many did, too. Not only I!(luckily for me?)
As time goes by, I gradually realize that habit is suck! But I dont have chances to change it! It seems too late...
Nowadays, when a long time passed to me, I suddenly realize that if I want to change that shit, I must try so hard. So importantly to remember that there are some ways left, not no chances at all... Im very happy about this

University is not a unique way to succeed. Many do and the others dont. I choose it for my future without any knowledge about, nothing at all. I choose it for my family.
Shit! My way is wrong. Recently, I realized that shit-reality. OMG, that sucks because i suck, too!
But my way is not wrong in the nature it is. It's wrong in the way it is. I dont have any choices to affirm my choice! I choose it because the others do it! I suck...

I dont have may friends in university. Only a few, because many in this place make me weary! No way to explain this feeling... simply because many of them, until now, dont realize the shit-reality that I've been! They so suck!
Dont attend forums even if following a IT-related courses, no knowledge or no needs or no wants, whatever, it sucks. Dont unite when having some problems against teachers, wrong marks or wrong lectures, whatever the first thing they think about is money! Money to solve all, it sucks again! It sucks because I clearly know that if they unite, they have the answer in other way more right (better!)
Until now, I've three ways to classify them:
1.They learn! I know they learnt because I can feel! The ways they speak about discussing subjects, the ways they do tests, exams...I strongly believe that they will, in near future, do what exactly they have learnt in uni, in other word, specialist!
2.They cope! They cheat in tests, they have "ruot bo, ruot meo, ruot ga" in exams. Everything except real knowledge about subjects. I dont believe they dont have any knowledge, I only mean about that of subjects they have learnt. Nothing for this kind if they want to do some concerning about major, but if they want they must learn from beginning another time.
3.They do nothing! THats a kind of shit! I believe that they dont know anything about whatever (shits) they have learnt! They will do nothing concerning subjects they have been taught! Even if they want, they are shit out of luck, why?because it's too late...